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Writer's Block: Killer Queen

What's your favorite Queen song, and why?

Bohemian Rhapsody! I know all of the words and I have fond memories of my dad singing it to me when I was younger!

Writer's Block: Scary movie

What is the scariest horror flick you’ve seen?

Everything. I hate horror movies with a passion. They leave me sleepless for nights, so I just choose to not watch them!

Writer's Block: A rose by any other name

Do you like your birth name? If you had the opportunity to change it, would you? What new name would you choose?

I hated my birth name, Ashley, when I was younger. For the longest time I told my parents that I wanted to be called Melissa haha. I also recall wanting to be called Claudia after the character in the Babysitter's Club books. I like my name now and think it fits.

May. 3rd, 2010

Down to 205! I'm kind of plateauing right now, but I've been allowing myself to drink and go out to eat more often. That's okay. I don't want my body to go into starvation mode. That would be unpleasant.

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Jan. 9th, 2010

I just got an iPhone! Suggest apps for me!
These past few weeks have been decent. I've been really busy with class and papers, but all is well. Ian and I have been making a lot of food instead of going out to eat which is way cheaper. One day for lunch we had grilled chicken and delicious sour cream and cheese potatoes. Monday we ate baked mac and cheese, Tuesday we ate burgers and turkey cheddar wurst with rice-a-roni and applesauce hahahaha. Wtf...weirdest meal ever. Yesterday I made myself tacos! I've been trying really hard to get somebody to take my shift for the 18th. Nobody wants to. It sucks.

Last weekend was really fun. Osh and Super weren't here so we all felt really free haha. Alfano came to visit and we all went out. Although I said I wouldn't do it, I went out both nights this weekend. Friday Alfano, Ian, Sara, and I went to visit Ramsey at work for dinner. Then we came home and started drinking beer and doing shots of Goldschlagger. Good...good plan haha. Ian and I drank most of the Goldschlagger. I was getting ready to leave the bars at 2 and some random guys bought me a drink. Whatevs. I worked Saturday, then came home and got read and went to Danay's for his 21st. His parents were there and bought a keg, then we went to the bars where his parents bought ALL of our drinks. They spent well over $200. Alfano and I hung out Sunday and went out for lunch at La Ranch. I also went to Verizon because my phone was messed up, so they gave me the same version of my phone, but in silver which I hate. Okay, enjoy some new pics haha.

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Sep. 22nd, 2008

What to say? What to say? I don't really know. I miss being with Mike already haha. I sound so fucking lame. I dropped him off Friday and spent the last few days with my parents. Friday night we went out to eat at Red Lobster for mom and grandpa's birthdays. It was pretty good food. Uncle Todd finally gave me my birthday present (I know, right? 5 months late!) He got me an Obama air freshener (it says Obama Rama hahaha), these really cool transfers that are owls and other animals, a cute coin purse, and If Beale Street Could Talk by James Baldwin. I was pretty lame Friday night and hung out by myself until Nashua came over at like midnight. We went in her jank ass 1988 Jeep Cherokee to get McDonalds. I swear that people at McDonalds always think we're high because we're just that ridiculous together.

Saturday I went and saw Burn After Reading with my mom...it was okay. Then it was her surprise party...which really wasn't a surprise because she apparently figured it out. Cunt. The cake was soooo good though! It had fucking champagne filling. omgomaogmoamgoa. Orgasm in the mouf.

Today we went to our neighbor's house because they were having a double birthday party for both of their kids. Nashua came over with Adel so she would have some little kids to beat up...I mean play with. We only stayed for a little bit because I was really hungry and wanted to come home haha. I was going to drive back to school tonight but decided against it because it was like 6:30 by the time we ate and I still wanted to see Mike. Nashua had to drive her brother home which took like an hour but I told her to just leave Adel here haha. Sometimes she's a little bad ass...but tonight she was pretty good. After Nashua left, I turned on Spongebob and gave her a bottle of milk...it was all good haha. I drove up to visit Mike and we watched some of MIB and then watched Talladega Nights haha. I love that movie, but its kind of stupid. I planned on skipping my first class tomorrow and driving home to make it to my second one but my second one got cancelled due to the professor having jury duty. Holla! Now I don't have to wake up super early or rush to get out of here so thats good.

I really like being with Mike...he treats me really well. He offered to paint my room at school because I hate the color so much haha. He made my bed every day that we were there, he made me dinner one night, washed all of the dishes AND cleaned the sink another night, and didn't even care when I wore mismatched pjs haha. I wish that I knew what the future held, though...in January he's going to school in Missouri, which is like 6-8 hours from me. I can barely handle being 2 hours away, how will I handle 8?? I brought it up the other night and he was like well what do you want to do? And he brought up breaking up when he left and it really scared me. I don't want that to happen at all! I'm just really worried because we talked about how we both keep going back and forth on the idea of marriage and we're both worried about the same thing...ending up in divorce. Knowing what I know now...that he can't have kids and doesn't want them also worries me. Right now, I don't really like the idea of kids, but what about in the future? Shit. Idk...I know it's really early to think about this stuff but you have to think about it at some point, right?

Aug. 15th, 2007

Let's see what's been going on since I last updated....Not much really. I've just been working a ton. Yesterday was my last day of work. It wasn't bad. Doug (my supervisor) told me he would miss me hahha. Silly. I'm so glad to be done because I hated the hours and the work. I made a few friends while working, though...like the Mexican girls who called me Mariposa haha. Bobby, one of the machine operators I usually work with gave me a hug and was like "I'll see you around." Maybe only if I come back and work next summer haha.

Last night I went over to my ex, Kevin's, house. I made him come pick me up since I always had to drive over there. He kept stalling because he said he was shy. How shy can you be around me? I mean, come on. He was also mad at me because I wouldn't get high with him. I just didn't feel like it last night. He finally came over and picked me up at around 12:45. He blew a stop sign and ran a red light. I FREAKED out on him haha. He told me that I made him a bad driver. How so? I'm just talking, you're the one not paying attention. We basically just watched old cartoons on the internet (Bobby's World, Animaniacs, the Pink Panther) and he made me watch SLC Punk and some shit about how the government is controlling us. He's just a paranoid stoner haha. He took me home at like 4 am haha. It was good seeing him because I haven't seen him in like 2 years. I didn't hop in his bed, I didn't have sex with him, we were just friendly and I think that's how I want it to stay...even though I do enjoy cuddling with him haha.

Today I am going to get a new tattoo!!!! I'll post pics of it after it has healed some. I'm also getting my monroe repierced so that will be fun. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and I have some drinking to do this weekend haha.

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It is 8:30 am and I'm still semi-drunk. Sweet.